I didn't really understand why she felt like she had to put me through this. I was completely feminized - a totally submissive, sissy husband. I would do anything she asked. But she felt like I needed to understand why she craved a man's cock over my little clit. So, she made me suck her boss' cock until he was about to ejaculate, and to release him right before he did, so that I could see, and feel, the sheer power unleashed when a man emptied his seed inside of a woman. As opposed to the dribble of sperm I released when I tried to please her.
Okay. I get it now.