I've been beating around the bush. I started this blog because I want to share my deepest thoughts and feelings about who I am. A sissy. I know I am. But, saying so isn't what this is really about for me. I want to describe how I got here. I want to let others know the stages I've been through to reach this moment. The problem is, as I think about my life, and the things I've done - the things I've felt - the lies I've told - still tell - I realize that there is a lot of pain that I don't know if I can face. But I'm going to get there. I am. I hope my reticence doesn't prevent others from checking in to follow where I go with my story.
|See the pain in the sissy's face? She is torn to accept herself.|