[NOTE - Anyone who is just beginning to read my blog might want to read the following early entries in my blog about my sissy journey before reading this latest entry: - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - – - - - - - - - - - - – - . These are the previous posts that tell the story about my sissy journey.]
I have not updated my blog with any personal information, to speak of, in over a year. The last post was on June 28, 2015, entitled, “Sissy Catches Up, Cheerleader GoesSailing.” During the past year I have had many readers ask me when I was going to continue telling my story about my journey as a sissy. I’ve made promises, but haven’t followed through. My excuse, at least to myself, has been that there has been so much going on that I haven’t been able to re-focus on telling my sissy story. Instead, I’ve been living it. And, believe me, a lot has happened. Whether I go back and bring everyone up to speed is going to depend, I suppose, upon a conversation that is probably going to occur later today between me and my Cheerleader. For now, suffice it to say, I’m reporting that I have been officially found out. In fact, this post, unlike any thing else I’ve ever posted on my blog, is being written at the explicit instruction of my Cheerleader, who now knows about my blog.
Over the last few years, as I’ve written about my sissy life, many readers have asked about how much my Cheerleader knows about what I’ve written. The answer was always the same – Nothing! She has told me she worries about publicly sharing things about our lifestyle and so I kept the blog a secret from her, at least to the extent that I never told her that I was sharing my (our) story. I always felt like I fictionalized names enough that no one would ever be able to trace it to us. And for the longest time I was able to carry it off because my Cheerleader, frankly, isn’t a blog follower and doesn’t use Tumblr either, where I maintain a very active blog (also titled “Leeanne’sSissy Musings”) posting photos that, well, reveal my various kinks and turn-ons. Unfortunately, while my Cheerleader doesn’t follow Tumblr, her Quarterback does. Yes. She and her ex are still seeing each other. And yes, there is quite a bit to tell about their relationship and how it has progressed. Whether I actually write about it though, as I’ve said, will probably turn on a conversation my Cheerleader and I will likely have later today - after he leaves.
For now, here is what I have been instructed to post on my blog this morning – My Cheerleader knows that I have written about our lives. And while I suspect she has read it all, I don’t know it for a fact. I do know her Quarterback has read it all. He told me so last night. In front of my Cheerleader. In a manner that made it impossible for me to even think of denying the truth. In short, I’ve been discovered. My Cheerleader is no longer in the dark about me sharing the intimate details of our lifestyle, and I suspect everything is about to change.
Don’t worry or feel bad for me. As I’ve said many times when I’ve shared particularly humiliating events in my sissy journey, or things that have happened that have been difficult for me to endure or process, I made this bed many years ago and so, if I must, I will sleep in it. My only hope right now, as I write this post while my Cheerleader and her Quarterback sleep in our bed, is that I will be in that bed tonight and that she won’t see this as the final straw and end things. That is my only hope right now. Thanks to all who have supported me over the years and if you can send positive vibes my way, I thank you for that.